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For the first time in my life, I dont feel like going home. I think I’ll stay back in the office tonight. Nononono… All guesses are wrong here. I didn’t fall in love with my work, neither do I’ve the company of a hottie. However, some stupid a$$ m0^&#&$(@r has dumped a dead cat just below my window. Its stinking like hell. And yes its not quite a surprising thing in India, worse in Kolkata. I can’t believe the guy who has done it. He/she has placed the dead animal very immaculately on a piece of A4 size paper, as if that bastard was trying to savour it from a street food vendor but he/she didn’t like it. I would give anything to get a shotgun for a$$h0les like these.
For the first time in life, witnessed snowfall. Milky white. Its soft and beautiful. Grass looks even greener with snow. Almost near Nirvana.
Got up at 6.05 AM. Saw the sun and felt the cool breeze of the morning. Had my breakfast. All this after a grueling period of more than 1 year. I feel like a human again!
I just woke up. Had a shower. Didn’t have lunch. Last day of night shift today. Slept like a baby in the daytime, inspite of dreams about ghosts and other things which don’t scare me.
Its nearing mid of Feb. Haven’t started traveling yet, except for a trip to home town last month. Mama says “stop traveling too much”. She is scared that I might die in a road accident someday. She has no idea how many people die on their way to office.
Too busy with work, leaving me with little time for the ‘I’ in me. Trying to read some books. Only good ones. Life is too short to waste on bad things which includes dumb girls. Bad books makes you feel like a shithead and dumb girls are always a nightmare. people in office want me to join them on a team outing. Some sort stupid weekend trip. I see their faces 5 days a week. They are not ready to spare me 1 day of happiness. I say “Good job guys”.
I feel like living isolated sometimes. Cutoff from the hustle of the working world; only connected to it virtually. Lost in the oblivion, listening to Pink Floyd. Expecting some sort of Domino effect afterwards.
I’m a software professiona, but not much into technology these days. I used to bang my head over trivial things like “How Linux is better” and shit like that. I’m over it now. Just trying ro use my lappy as given to me. Feeling the web around me. Have no intention to write any ground breaking algorithm. Just a feeling of detachment.
Life feels beautiful sometimes. So does death. But hopeful that it would be long before I face the second one. Hahahaaa…. Life looks beautiful except for petty things like office, rising blood pressure, HDL, LDL, traffic and shit like that. I see the setting sun in the horizon; with a bunch of Grey marooned clouds. Birds flying away forming a V in the distant sky. Sometimes a question pops up inside the circuits of my little brain. How far is illusion from reality? Should put this question to a NASA scientist. Is green grass laced with droplets from fog an illusion and tar on the roads a reality? How about Einstein this time?
Definition : Everything that has been accomplished, no matter by whom, irrespective of nationality, skin color or religion bias, is actually a result of the person in question being on high; and the rest of the world is good for nothing.
The ‘High’ that I’m talking about here is not limited to but includes smoking marijuana, getting drunk and stuff like that. High as the word suggests is a higher state of being. People have experienced this high factor by falling in love with a boy, girl or may both; whatever. Music can get you high. City girls these days are on diet high. Painting gives some people high. And of course Yoga, meditation, computer game medical conditions like Insomnia are all actually a way of achieving high. I remember one my previous tech leads, who is currently leading version 3.0 of his life, mentioning somewhere about getting high on near death experience. Not too sure about that. I’ve no idea how this theory came into my mind while sitting on the commode.
Believe me, even the “Theory of relativity” and all the “Newtonian Theories” are based on this “High Theory”. Yeah. These people used to get high on PHYSICS. Quite possibly. The US attacked Iraq because it was on a war high. Saddam got caught because he couldn’t achieve high anymore. Bin Laden is still on high. Steve Buckner didn’t take wrong decisions deliberately. He did it because he is high on anti-Indian sentiments. The news channels aren’t producing bullshit because they are news channels. They are doing it because they are on news high. So everything, good shit, bad shit, best of the shitpile are all on high. I hope you got an idea. Jay HIGH.
